Saturday, February 2, 2008

Planes, Trains and "seeing" an engineer...

So, for some unknown reason...lets go with boredom...I have decided to watch a show about train crashes...yes, I am sick like that, I love high speed chases (come on, I am from Cali)...and while this wouldnt be so unnerving, I should mention that I am "seeing" a train engineer...I may never sleep while he works again...

A little back history...in case, like me, you are bored and give a rats ass...

Jason and I started seeing each other about 4 months ago...I say seeing each other because I am unsure if we are "dating" we go on dates...we are only dating each other ( well on my side anyways) yet we are no where near being "in love" (yes, we've had that discussion)

This certainly was easier in high school..you knew you "belonged" to someone...class ring, lettermans jacket, eating lunch together, you wore his football jersey on Fridays before the big game and the endless note passing. In this day and age, I am unsure if he is "mine"...I most certainly know that I do not know if he is "the one" for me. I enjoy him but we are very different from each other. ..he is very GQ and I am very Target...which leaves to me wonder, do opposites really attract?

2 comments:

Mandy said...

I love the way you write ... it brought me back to high school and those "things"

at least you are being open and honest about the current relationship .. maybe that is one of the good things about 30ish .. no time for BS !!!!!

CarrieJo said...

Thank you...I imagine I am Carrie from Sex and the City...only I am Carrie and at the moment (for the past 2 months) Jason and I are NOT having sex...not in the City, not on a train, not in a box...you get the idea...