After a really bad weekend, Jason and I broke up last night. I am having mixed emotions about it today, however. I am finally able to cry about it and have been doing so off and on most of today. But I dont underdstand why. Sadness over being alone again? Sadness because I was starting to feel something for him? I mean, I cant be that upset, it was 4 months not 4 years. It was a rocky, difficult relationship...because we live so far away and only really saw each other every few weeks.
So then why the tears? Am I sad about what could have been? I am not one to wonder what might have been..so I dont know if thats it..maybe its the loss of a friendship, because we hadnt really moved past that point.
I know deep down it wasnt going to be a life long relationship...so then why do I bother with the tears?
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I am so sorry you are sad ...
but now the whole world is available to you to find someone that will leave you with NO questions about the relationshop and will be easy and fun !!!!
hugs to you, crying is a good thing ... give it a few days then go get drunk with some girlfriends!!!
In the long run I realized how much I was willing to do to almost change what I wanted from my life and no man is worth changing who you are...I still have a few moments (like right now) but I am movin' on!!
aww sweetie i'm sorry you were crying :( gas pain hurts huh
I'm sorry hun, and sorry i'm so late on posting a reply. You'll find someone that you have and he has NO questions about feelings, it will just hit you like a ton of bricks!! this is krys BTW. I can't remember my damn password
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