Friday, February 15, 2008

ME

I'm In a really bad mood. I've had a really bad week, and when I found myself thinking it couldn't get worse I got hit by a SUV lol.

I can not continue to live in a funk. It's not who I am, It's not who I want to be. I'm stronger than than I believe or I think lol. I will be in control of my own mood, i will not depend on anyone else to tell me it'll be OK, or to make me feel special or loved even if it's a day called Valentine.

So in a little while I'm going to go out and have my hair cut, and maybe get a medi and pedi. I will go car browsing, and maybe clothes shopping. I will leave my darling 3 yr old at home with my asshole husband. I will be like a man and think of number 1. And if my not better half has a problem with that he can pack his shit up and call his mommy to pick him up.

4 comments:

CarrieJo said...

So, did you go out and have a nice time by yourself?

crazy said...

yep i sure did altho i didnt by anything

Mandy said...

I admire your compassion for wanting to defunk yourself ... I need to get to that place in my funkhood!!

Krys said...

Are you de-funked? I hope so!!! I think it's the seasons changing that gets people in a funk. Everytime seasons change I get in a funk, and everything seems to happen during that time too!