ramble

I feel the, need to blog/ ramble I guess. Life has been iffy here lately, but I'm still smiling. My darling daughter has been great through all of it, a real trooper, when times are a little tough she really shows incredible spirit. Makes me realize that yes it will get better, it has to because I have this little being depending on me for a positive role model, She is depending on me to show her a example of a strong woman, and yes that example has to be me.

So on top of all the hoopla happening i have developed a imaginary kidney infection. I have all the pain of a kidney infection but my cultures all comes back negative , maybe its all in my head.
I have a appointment tomorrow for more test ,fun times ladies, but I started my period yesterday yuck TMI. well anyway I guess I'm done rambling now.

Btw spell check makes me feel stupid.